…and it’s world of suck.
I got anxiety while I was falling asleep about work stuff mostly (also have my first first date in 3.5 years tomorrow -not entirely sure I am ready). Serious couldn’t breathe anxiety. Talked myself off that ledge but I am having residual effects of it today. I woke up early, I feel a slight vibration under my skin, brain is a little scattered and foggy, heart racing from time to time – you know the usual bullshit. It’s awesome (can you feel the sarcasm coming at your through your screen). Shout out to anyone else out there feeling it? When I say I have cocktail for my anxiety is it so numb my nervous system a bit – not my brain thoughts or emotions. I literally want to the physical response. Anyone else feel that?