I Worry I Am Different…

…then most other people in not a good way.

I had a pretty great day work wise – lots of wins. On the way home I got myself into kind of jam driving and it has been destroying me ever since. I hate driving on a good day. It causes me intense stress. I worry about getting into an accident and causing harm. And I came pretty close today. When I got home, I inspected my car for possible damage because I was convinced something bad happened and I was just too stressed and missed it. I feel insane sometimes. I spend so much time being anxious and worrying. Does everyone do this to themselves? Is it just me? Feeling a bit alone in my crazy tonight I suppose.