…feeling holiday ever.

Did anyone else just not feel like this holiday season felt very merry? It wasn’t bad or sad or anything of the like, it just didn’t feel like the holidays. It didn’t feel like Christmas or New Years. I didn’t get the same joy from watching my Christmas movies. I enjoyed them but it didn’t feel special with that holiday anticipation and sparkle. The whole thing just felt a but empty in comparison so other years. I have no idea why. Just did. New year, same me I suppose. I just feel weird about the whole thing. Can we get a do-over?